Day 2&3: After 3rd Chemotherapy

I could have been attending my in-law-nephew's wedding this weekend.  After learning my first chemotherapy, it became unrealistic for me to make a air travel to attend this wedding.  Bummer.  I had my dress ready for it.  My husband attended there alone.[physically]  FATIGUE!  Nausea (medication: morning, afternoon and before going to bed.)[emotionally] I wish I were fine and attended the wedding.  It sucks to be me.病気でなければ、甥の結婚式に出られたのに。1回目の抗がん剤治療後、飛行機に乗って　2泊3日で結婚式に出るのは無理だなと諦めた。残念。ドレスも用意してあったのに。ハズバンドだけ一人で出席。[体調]　とにかくしんどい。横になっている。気持ち悪いので、朝昼夜と薬を飲む。[心理]　病気じゃなければ、結婚式に出られたのに。こんな私で最悪。